Who Cares?

I'm pretty sure the best thing I've ever done for myself this past year was to stop caring, in all honesty.

I stopped caring about embarrassing myself. Quite honestly, I regret a lot of stuff because I was too shy or embarrassed, and although I'm still working on it, I'm getting those small things out of the way. I've actually started to run outside and whenever I trip and fall in front of a bunch of people I just laugh. Who cares? I'm no longer embarrassed to check out of the grocery store with tampons (haha) because why the hell should we? Why do we worry about these things when theyre only helping us? Let people mind theyre own dang business. If we're doing things to better our own lives why should we be embarrassed?

I also stopped caring to mend broken relationships with people becau
se I realized, not everyone is going to like me and quite honestly, I don't care. I have been in so many arguments and feuds and whenever we try to mend things its never truly genuine. Whats the point? We're not in high school, we don't need everyone to like us. Who cares if someone doesn't like you or who cares if you don't like someone else? That's the beauty of the world. If you dont like them, disassociate with them. Once I learned to do that, my life became 10000x more happy and simple. I feel like this is the biggest part of being an adult. Every day I see kids I went to school with constantly just hating on each other, STILL, and I feel like that really does bring into light who the real adults are. Going to college does not make you an adult, clearly, but its about your attitude and perspective.

I feel like these two things from an outsiders view may seem like I'm disassociating myself with the world, but I'm not. I'm trying to find the right people in my life that bring me happiness. I may be lost right now and I may still be in about a year or two, but I'm happy. I'm happy that I don't have to worry and pull my hair out about things that were just so silly and stupid.

Those may seem like two really big obvious things, but in reality people STILL struggle with it. Although it's known, its a huge difference to actually apply it to life. I hope you all try so that you guys can see what it feels to be emotionally free! ^~^


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